Being single....

O.K. I hate couples... I hate that they are into each other all the time. I hate the romance-is-in-the-air bit. I hate that they have each other on holidays and that they don’t have to count on the not-so-reliable friends. In short I miss companionship. Makes me miss the times I had a boyfriend, a schmuck. I knew I had someone who would still come and meet me... spend time with me talking about nothing but something, take me out on a drive and spend more time squabbling.. :)

Life is not so rosy when you are single. Everyone who is in a relationship complains, but that’s just so that people don’t get jealous of their happiness. Or so I feel. Ask them if they’d prefer being single to being in a relationship, they’d probably tell you being single is better. But, secretly I’m sure they’d wish otherwise. Who would want to spend two days alone? Who would want to do daily mundane things alone? Who would want to travel alone? When the presence of someone else can pepper your day with ups and downs. Who would not want to be someone’s muse?

but, does it have its benefits... sometimes aye..

I have always wanted my circle of friends.. but sadly I have never had that. Maybe it’s the mean streak or the selfishness in me that people don’t like. Or maybe I don’t trust people enough to let them close to even peep through.

Life is where you hope to be the main actor but you don’t even end up with the side roles.

Sometimes I keep waiting for life to begin, not realising I'm living it...