What am I doing here? I have no clue!! This is certainly not what I signed up for 3.5 years ago...
And i can't make any sense of why I'm doing this.. I remain disillusioned as ever...
It's a Sunday and a beautiful one at that... and I'm here sitting in my pink-coloured, TV-on-the-wall, freezing office surrounded by people whom I don't care for. It is the same other way too!
I definitely don't want to grow old this way.. no life, no motivation .. and driven to despair...
Am I a journalist.. I don't think so.. working at a newspaper house on teh desk definitely doesn't mean I'm one.. An armchair journalist... a bad one too..
I want to travel not just to see places but also as a part of work, to make a difference in someone's life, achieve something noteworthy to myself, help a poor child make a mark in this world....
So many dreams gone astray... and here I'm moaning about it and not doing anything.. Just blogging...
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